fresh look

taking a fresh look through tear washed eyes
i see clearly the our compatibility is questionable
we do not hold to the same values
we do not have similar goals
we are as different as night and day
i look at you now, and wonder
what was i thinking
i have evolved and changed
i am not the same person you married
and i am tired of forgiving you
for defiling the sanctity of our vows
i know you say
you are on the straight and narrow road
you are going to be a good husband
i say ..for how long
i think you are 12 years too late
i have no faith left in you
our bridge of trust has been destroyed
i don't think the phoenix can rise from these ashes
my river of tears has washed them all away