shadows dripping moonlight coalesce into memory
dancing water stark cold in your face re-calling
things hidden trapped secret mind caverns
festering innuendo boiling exploding into reality
wrestling demons angels self destructive time bomb
choices null in the void
trembling voice whispering no good words
knowing where hope lives lost in shadow dark
gasping grasping ephemeral smoke dreams
lost mother goddess river consciousness
streaming soul cleansing ripples shape shifting
thoughts past future tense create ME
present here shadow dripping moonlight memory
Friday, October 22, 2010
always remember no matter how nice, sweet , cute, funny, or less decayed they are ....they are still ZOMBIES!! You can befriend them just don't let your guard down. For if you do they will get what all Zombies want , and we all know how THAT scenario ends. ....I am the princess staring into the nothing...but zombies don't know my name...i fear my world is in great peril....
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
i see a reflection of myself in all the things and people in my life. looking around , i am happy with who i am becoming. I am surrounding myself with beautiful souls and stuff that brings me joy. I have shed all the toxic mess of drama queens, attention whores, prevaricators, and people only around when they want something from me. I am quite happy with my small circle of friends, as they are truly good people. I am breathing deeper and appreciating all the miracles everyday. taking time to slow down and savor the moments. and i have discovered i like having my own bedroom again. sleeping in my own bed alone is nice. no one snoring in my ear, or stealing blankets....i think i could be quite content this way for a very long time. i am returning to my crafty peaceful self. thank you goddess for your guidance and the lessons recently learned . I am a strong confidant beautiful being and i can survive anything.
Monday, October 18, 2010
glad i started my day at the river , carried that peace through out my hectic day. work was crazy but fun. we had outings today so we traveled here and there. after work off to find bits and pieces for halloween costumes, food for the huskies, and then home. only to find i have to go back out to the health center with a case of strep throat. another day home from school for the bunny. busy but good. i am off to a hot bath and a good book, and then my comfy warm bed. tomorrow is another great adventure.
No mirror ever became iron again; No bread ever became wheat; No ripened grape ever became sour fruit. Mature yourself and be secure from a change for the worse. Become the light. ~ Rumi
Each object, Each person, is a jar of delight ~ Rumi
Sunday, October 17, 2010
fantastic day! sarah came over with the boys, all the kids played Wii while i taught sarah to knit. was so nice to drink tea and chat with a friend. started my Malice in Wonderland costume. made the chemise, working on the underbust corset. gonna look sweet!! life is good when you're awesome :)
Saturday, October 16, 2010
I have never been so proud of my daughter. Even though she was tired and could have given up , she crossed the finish line. Pushing her body to it's limit, puking, but never breaking stride. She found her inner strength to push through to her goal. Wearing her vomit like a badge of courage and perseverance she gave her best . Her strength of spirit and determination will carry her further in life than just the finish line of a cross country race. I have no doubt she will reach her full potential and be an amazing human being. Reaching any goals she sets for herself with heart , courage, and spirit.