seconds

life changes..less than 90 seconds...and your world is flipped on its axis...another 90 seconds could've spelled complete disaster....everything you think you know...means nothing...there are no words...just enormous feelings...and a wish to take away all the pain....and anger at the unfairness of the twisty turns of life...and raging at a universe that allows innocents to suffer...life reduced to minutes/numbers/ tests...an hourly struggle to stay positive and find small handles of hope to cling to...standing by helplessly as loved ones suffer grief, blame, anger, frustration....goddess grant me the courage and the strength to be a rock in this storm ..goddess grant me the wisdom and the words to know the right path....let my heart be a guiding light and my hands a healing touch..